Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Say what?

So here I was thinking that maybe last week we'd have our first shot of getting pregnant. And remember how I said none of the signs were there, even though it was suppose to be my ovulation week? Yeah, I was right. I never got my pain or anything else for that matter. I really didn't stress about, because I'm just not that sort. Tim asked a few times...but I think that was because he's a man and they have needs. :)

And now we fast forward to this week and I have my period, again. Even though I just had it about 20 days ago. My body was doing this same cycle at the end of last year. I didn't think anything of it and was mostly just annoyed. And then I lost my job and the following month my cycle seemed to get back on track. And was on track for two months. And suddenly the possibilty of trying for a baby threw it back off. And when you go online and poke around looking for answers...it's scary. There are so many possibilities of things that could be wrong and blah, blah, blah.

I have my normal yearly gyn appointment this month and will wait until then to ask about my cycle, but I'm really hoping that by then I will be pregnant. I suggested to Tim we just do it every other day for the month and take our chances. He's so thoughtful though, because he knows I want a boy so bad and if we do it and have a girl... At this point I am just thinking I want healthy and beautiful. And I want to be pregnant! I guess what this all really means is that I am ready!!

1 comment:

  1. yes, i think this all means that you are really ready. trust me on this though... the more you read on the internet, the more freaked out you'll get!!!

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