Stream of Consciousness Sunday: Happy New Year!

Time to write in the raw with Fadra's Stream of Consciousness Sunday link up.



I have to admit, I have never really liked New Year's Eve and all the celebration that goes with it. Maybe it's because I never really did anything big on the night in question. I remember staying up as a child and making a lot of noise once the ball dropped. But I never went to any fancy parties and I think I usually ended up crying when the ball dropped. I was always sad that the year was over and I couldn't remember anything monumental that I had done. I felt like I had wasted a year and now we were into a new one and what the hell was I going to do?

Resolutions. I use to make them and then within a month I ha forgotten everything I said I was going to resovle to do better, bigger, etc. Another way to just make myself feel like a failure on december 31st. So I stopped making resolutions or at least big ones. I can resolve to do better for myself and my growing family. It doesn't take a genius to work on that all year, does it?

There is a lot on my plate this year and I just know that I need to take better care of me, so I can take the best care of my family. It seems quite daunting but I know if I just keep that resolve in my head at all times...2011 can be my best year ever.

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