Thursday, December 9, 2010
27 weeks 5 days
Dear Baby Girl,
This week has been rough. I'm sure you have been able to feel my emotions as they ran the gamut from high to low, making all the stops in between. I'd like to say that everything is related to the amount of hormones coursing through my body. But I'm afraid that isn't true. The hormones only make things more apparent.
I've had to come to terms with some things as of late and they scare me. I want to make sure I truly can be ready to welcome you home. The time is flying by and I don't know where it is going. Your brother is learning words by leaps and bounds and picking up what I can only call big boy behavior. It's all amazing and at the same time disheartening. He won't be my baby soon. You will fill that role. I only hope I can be as good to you as I have been to him.
Things are in motion to make sure I am ready to take on the world as a mom with two kids, instead of as a mom with two kids who isn't sure of herself. Be patient with me.